aku pun tak taw

1. tiba tiba teringat dengan kata seorang sahabat pasal SEMANGAT
2. tadi buka facebook and ada something yang buat aku menyampah, lepas tu aku gelak sorang sorang...hahaha
3. mesti heran tgk aku menyampah kat sesuatu sambil ketawa
4. haishhh....
5. asal nak buat sesuatu perkara yang maha penting, mesti ada bukit batu granite yang menjadi penghalang
6. mengapakah oh mengapa
7. aku dah hilang semangat...patah semangat...hancur semangat...dan sewaktu dengannyer
8. semalam lepak ngan member pegi minum, hang out kat starbuck, 3 minit je dari rumah aku (kalo guna kereta + traffic light), orang belanje aku apelagi, vanilla cream satu grande yer
9. kami borak2 pasal hai~0...ala selalu kuar dalam tv dulu, bio-aura tu...dia bagitaw aku dia skarang da jadi usahawan jai~0...dia tanye nak join tak?
10. aku kata nak tapi xda modal la...hutang ptptn pun berlambak lagi tambah lagi dengan riba riba nyer
11. KESIMPULANNYA, isu yang aku ingin sampaikan kan ialah aku sudah patah semangat, tiada arah tuju, runsing...etc etc etc
12. KITA TENGOK APA YANG AKAN BAKAL BERLAKU TAHUN HADAPAN

k530i.

tinggal dalam kenangan

aku dah berhenti berharap ngan sony ericsson ni... dah dua kali guna produk SE, memamng x serasi... ingat lagi time beli k530i ni, 17 jun 2008 (bday aku), sorang sorang kat kL, tengah buat industrial training kat TM, merayau rayau sesorang kat kL lepas abis keja, terlalu depan kedai hp, aku pun masuk, secara spontan terus membeli k530i ni sbg hadiah bday untuk diri sendiri...ish ish ish, suka nak abis duit, skarang da pokai, padan muka...umur k530i ni x panjang, dah mula sakit sakit...sebulan before ulang tahun pertama k530i koma...pastu 3 minggu lepas tu sedar dari koma, lepas 2 hari kembali koma, lepas 4 bulan kembali sedar, lepas 3 hari kembali koma...aku telah membuat keputusan untuk menamatkan riwayat k530i...aku sangat kecewa...k530i R.I.P kamu

yea yeah... ada orang bagi nokia kat i... suka suka suka... kesian kat nokia ni... kerana pulut santan binasa... xper, tuan dia xnak tp i nak... i terima...

Saya mengaku saya telah....

I confess that in 2009, I have....

(x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(/) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
( ) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
(x) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
(x) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
(x) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

I'm leaving.......

.....gambar hiasan

all my bags are packed I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

but the dawn is breaking, it's early morn

the taxis waiting, he's blowing his horn

already I'm so lonesome, I could cry

Di sini bermula nya kisah....di campak ke Kolej Pendeta Za'ba

....B1118 ('06-'07) ~ G2420 ('07-'08) ~ G1216 ('09)

..........K8 P102 ('08-'09)

......BBA (hons.) ~ risk managemant & insurance

......... ~ Perang DECTAR

..........Chanselori ~ pergi jabatan bendahari bayar hutang & kutip hutang

..........main gate UKM

naik taxi pergi KLIA...huhuhu

~ KLIA

Sedih nyer.

penerbangan malaysia MH 2536 ~ depature time 14:00 ~ seat 10F

oh I'm leaving on a jet plane...don't know when i will be back again...oh i had to go...konvo nanti datang la wei...hehe

Kuala Lumpur to Kuching

~ this is captain speaking. our journey will take time about 1 hour & 45 minutes. whether in kuching is bla bla bla....we hope u enjoy our flight.

Kuching International Airport ~ arrive at 15:45

Sampai Kuching sudah ~ my beloved hometown

sudah habis sudah

12 November 2009 last paper exam. Subjek yang ke-38 dan terakhir untuk mendapatkan ijazah sarjana muda pentadburan perniagaan dengan kepujian (pengurusan risiko & insurans). syukur alhamdullilah.

nasib baik soalan objektif...

Esok exam subjek wajib universiti (U3), Isu-isu Kekeluargaan ZZZT2343... will miss u Dr. Jo. lecturer yang sangat best. huhuhu...

............the end. huhu sedih pulak. UKM tinggal dalam kenangan.... :"(

study?

Ape??? This is it?

Saat yang ditunggukan sudah tiba...Misi untuk menonton The Time Traveller's Wife.... tengah hari tadi dengan selesemanya saya menjawab exam International Business...apuuu susah nyer...menguji jiwa betol...next paper 2 minggu lagi...so, esok saya nak berfoya-foya ngan member dengan aktiviti yang wajib dilakukan iaitu menonton movie The Time Traveller's Wife...

So, saya pun search la time showing kat http://www.gsc.com.my..... Fuh, betapa sentapnya saya apabila semua panggung GSC dikuasai oleh movie MJ's This Is It. Sila clik kat gambar di bawah yer untuk lihat dengan lebih jelas. Temper kejap. Banyak2 GSC kat Malaysia ni, kat Times Square je ade showing The Time Traveller's Wife. Nak jugak GSC kan sedangkan TGV pun ade.

Apa-apa pun, saya tetap meredah Times Square untuk menonton TTTW…


OST TheTimeTraveller'sWife ~ Broken by Lifehouse


The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts

I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain, there is healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on,

I'm holdin' on,

I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded,

I'm an open book instead

I still see your reflection inside of my eyes

That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain (in the pain), is there healing

In your name (in your name) I find meaning



So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day

Just to see what you throw my way

And I'm hanging on to the words you say

You said that I will be OK

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone

I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain(In the pain) there is healing

In your name I find meaning


So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you